♥~So little time~♥So much to do ~♥

Cambridge ~

2012-02-12T22:19:00.000Z

Yesterday Me and the Lew sisters went to Cambridge because of the Anglia Ruskin University open day ~

Cambridge is really nice ~ but if I got an offer from London College of Fashion I will accept that offer ~

If I got rejected, I will be on my way to Cambridge =)

Yunny said we have to arrive at Kings Cross at 9.45 a.m ~ I went to bed at 3 and woke up at 7.30 a.m

waking up that early in the morning on Saturdays is really killing me, I know although most every Saturday I woke up at 7a.m for curricular activities shits and stuff during my high school years, but hey it was nearly 2-3 years ago ! I'm really so not a morning person man ~

Decided to go for much neutral and natural make up but end up at the end of the day my make up had turned into shit, bcoz the contact lens I was wearing was hurting my eyes like fuck ...

so reached at Kings Cross at 9.45 am without being late ~ show off*I am never late*

and I had bread with cheese and ham which was made by Xinny ~ it was very sunny, I am absolutely glad that I brought my shades with me bcoz the sun here in the UK really hurts my eyes ~

I absoultely love train rides with frenz bcoz it is absolutely fun ! with the chatting/blabber/laughter/jokes/ excitement/snacks

the snacks not shiok enough .... next time gonna buy burger king/upper crust lolx !!!!

the train was absolutely warm bcoz of the the heater ~ I was really dying then when I accidently lean on the window I was like "omg heaaaveeeeeeeen ~~~ the window is really cold"

lolx !!! when we get off the train, I took off my coat coz I was really warm, and then xinny said "wah 阿姐,你是什么大明星 ?" OMG ~ happy sei ngor ~ LOLX !!!!

we grab a cab and went to Anglia Ruskin for the open day and the fashion tutor she recognise me ~~ she said "I'm seeing you on September am I right ?" =D

so after the open day we went to the centre of Cambridge to meet Yunny's fren Chloe ~ when we were camwhoring on the way there's this coat fur bitch scolding us loud "Can we please fucking pass those people who is fucking pissing off my fucking brain !?" are we blocking the way ? hell no, please the lane was big enough for you to pass by, or cant you said the word "EXCUSE ME ?" there's only 2 words for you to say !!!! rather than swearing at us n say 15 words ??? these people really disgust me .... yes I do swear ~ but I dont swear at people who didnt offend me or facing such small matter ...

*pull the triger and bang her twice*

so I said "nah we dont have to care about them, basically they dont know what MANNERS is"

" Ou look she's holding a branded Ted Baker bag, but unfortunately it dosen't match her standard."

so we were walking behind them, and I decided to run past them bcoz I dun wanna follow their tails ~

so when we ran past them we gave them the finger ~ heh heh heh ~

so we reached the centre of Cambridge and we were waiting for Yunny's dear fren chloe ~

for the people who I first met I usually give them a handshake, but chloe gave me a hug ~ she is an open minded sweet girl with grudges, we went to chloe's fav restaurant, me and chloe had a one to one conversation and had a cigarette while waiting for the food to arrive ...

me and yunny walking down the lane ~

~ I really do love cambridge ~

well I am the oldest within the group ~ so I did the order for the lil rascals ~

*chicken caesar salad

*Lasagna

*chicken bbq melts

*apple cranberry strawberry crumble with vanilla ice-cream

drinks :

cocktail blue lagoon

me and xinny ~

so yea after lunch unfortunate for chloe she needs to go back to her dad's restaurant bcoz it was busy ~ so she left early, after that we have to head back to London bcoz Yunny need to unlock the door for those rich boarding school bastards who are currently staying at their place ~

and I was like what ~ we paid £22 and we went to cambridge for only like what 3 hours ??!!!!

but no can do, must head back ~ so we decided to go to Cambridge again next week ~

some more candid shots before heading back to London ~

I like this pic ~~ bcoz made me celeb kindna feel ~ LOL ! omg I know I'm so vain .... ZzzZZzZZZ

so we headback to London luuuu T^T

I'm getting hugely in love with studs and futuristic punk fashion ~

so I bought this futuristic shade at ebay

I wanna buy the one with studs and everything and unfortunately it cost for like £25 ~ £25 for a shade ? no way man ~ as you can see I'm really poor, how can I actually pay £25 for a shaaade !!!?

meh so I bought this sungalsses and add the studs myself ~

my camwhore moments :

*~~~*

so on Wednesday I got an interview with the Saatchi Gallery for an internship .... the interview did went smoothly and the interviewer seems to like me, but will I get the offer ?

I really dont know ~ if I didnt get it all I can say is "ou well at least I've done my best ^^"

simple and clean make up for the interview ~

ok that's all for now ~ will find some more great inspiration to blog ~ aikzzzzz

*END*

I'm 21 now ... eeek

2012-01-22T03:36:00.000Z

I am 21 for 8 days ~ I cant complain bcoz I'm really satisfied this year's burfday celebration

there was 2 scenes for my burfday celebration

1 is romantic

2 is happy and I'm really bless ~

scene 1 :

I met this guy, his name is Mr.Q, his from china and he is 23 years old ... how I met him ? well lets just say fren's of fren ...

2-3 days before my burfday, he called me and asked me whether I'm home and alone on Wednesday, and indeed I was so I said yes ... on Wednesday midnight (so basically that will be Thursday), he called and he said there's a delivery for me, when I opened the door there he was, standing, holding the cutest burfday cake with mini firework candle ... he is the first guy who will did this for me, he finished his work and quickly rush to my place and be the first one to celebrate with me and yes I was touched .... but unfortunately he is not the guy who I hope for .... but better than nothing, at least there's someone who was there for me ... we started to communicate and hang out more, I know loads of dirt about him but my feelings towards him is very complicated ... and yes I'm really confused ... I just got out of a relationship, I no longer have the courage .... who can be the key to unlock my heart and soul to love again ?

he is good and everything, I always laugh and smile when I'm with him ....

but to be honest I'm scared, I'm scared that I will get hurt again ....I no longer can have that kind of pressure within me .... it was really bad, so bad until I wish I can cry and puke my heart out and die ....

I wish there's a book that have the answers to everything ~

anyway wanna see what he gave me ? =)

is a friends forever bear cake ^^

a cake/chocolate/ a card ^^, what more can I ask for =)

and yes ofcoz I camwhore with my burfday cake ... camwhore is a must lolx !!

On Friday, The Lew family decided to have burfday dinner with me ^^ and we went to a Korean restaurant Assa =))

my outfit of the day was :

coloured snake skin top, size 16 at river island

and yes it was my latest purchase =)) this cost me £10, it was on SALE !

besides the colours, this is what I like about this top ~

The accessories I wore :

my tissot watch and turquoise green-ish ring

diamante skull ring and buckled bracelet

camwhore of the moment :

I wear black for too long and too much, so I decided to wear some colours but something not vivid

me & the Lew family

I know Yunny is blur in this picture but I really do like the effect on her

me & Yunny

me & Xinny

me & Lew Mama

the om nom nomz ~ :

sea food hot pot

Korean Rice Cake

Kimchi Fried Rice

Fried dumplings

Kimchi Pan cake

Diet Coke, lolx !

Da jie took me to a Japanese restaurant to have sushi on my burfday !!! and yes she bought me atas coklat as my burfday pressie ~ !!!! *I know I sound so Malaysian*

Hamster is a major sweet heart bcoz she also gave me something on my burfday ~

a handmade card and a necklace from her ~ isn't she sweet ~~~~

I really do love it so much, what matters is the heart, this is the stuff that I appreciate the most ..

thank you hamster !!!!!! <3

so this is the end of my burfday blog post, now I'm gonna blog about the stuff that I bought recently ...

2 weeks ago I went to north London (Turnpike Lane) bcoz I want to build up my CV

and BIG but tiny sis saw this "hiring voluntary" notice at TRAID

TRAID is a charity shop that sells clothes but the money will be giving to people who had aids or those who are in need ... so I dropped my CV and decided to look at the shops ... trust the stuff there is sooooo major cheap and is very good in quality ~ so I bought this corset studded dress and when I try it on at Yunny's place it was too big for me and the dress is a size 10 ... basically my boobs are too small for the dress ... so I wanna exchange it to a size 8 ... Yunny decided to tag along bcoz she wants to do some cheapskate shopping with me as well ...

so yea this is the studded corset dress that I bought and fabric is in such good quality

and this cost me only £3 ... I know right .... absolute madness

I will definitely pair it up with my snake skin leather jacket to show some edgy style of me

*and yes my boobs are too small for this dress as well* haizzzzzz

Yunny bought for me this bracelet ... in a proper shop they will sell it for £15++

but this only cost £1

bought this denim like top and it cost me only £5

knit + leather jacket for only £10

and yes I bought something for the youngest sister

a floral jacket dress/marilyn monroe t-shirt = turnpike lane

hair clip = top shop

sticker note book = paperchase *bought by BIG but tiny sis*

bought this leopard furry hat for only £3 ~ !!!!! how crazy is that ~

accessories from topshop = the buckle bracelet cost me £1.50 (RRP 14)

double finger ring £1.50 ( RRP £9)

the measurement tape ring £8.90 (made me vomit blood, I forgot to check the price)

the black one is my old long sleeves t-shirt that I bought 2 years ago, I just had the passion to modify things recently, so instead of placing the scarf, I actually stitched it on ^^

do you remember this t-shirt at my previous blog post? and I've mentioned that I will show you lot that I modified it ...

yep this is what I did to it ^^

bought a USB memory stick, bcoz I lost the one that baba gave it to me

bought it at ebay and is only £6 for 8GB

bought a military hat that I've craved for ages ever since I watched the movie Coraline

Coraline is definitely my favourite animated movie at all time ~

bcoz the military hat is too plain and I still like to show my punk edgy style
, so I've bought this golden skull brooch and this will be added at the middle of the hat ~

camwhore with the hat, with my casual homey outfit ~

me with my proper coat and make up coz was going out to meet someone ^^

okay, finally finished blogging ~ I wanna go to shower and then bed ~

DING DO LONG CHIANG !!!! HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR EVERYONE ~ !!!!!!!!

*END*

First post of 2012

2012-01-04T01:08:00.000Z

This is my first post of 2012 =)

well apparently I've found out that I blog less in 2011 (38 blog post)

In 2008 (16 blog post)

2009 (54 blog post)

2010 (86 blog post)

so I will try to blog as more as I can in 2012 ~ well if my life is pretty interesting obviously I will ~

so how was my life in 2011 ??? well hmmmm one word *boring ...

yes my life in 2011 is pretty boring though bcoz all I did was go to college, homework, home ~ almost the same routine every single day ~ then after summer was struggling to apply for uni via ucas and do some work placement .... but the end of the year is getting pretty schveet for me coz I'm getting really close with Yunny & Xinny ~ we are like sisters and best frens even her mum accept me as her daughter ~

lived in London for the past 2 years, I've finally found a fren that I can go shopping and eat with

blab all the nonsense

stay over

make up

not that I dont appreciate my frens from college *the family*

I always do cherish them, heart and appreciate every things and conversations we had together

but sometimes bcoz their lifestyle is way completely different than mine, is hard to fully express myself ...

I definitely am looking forward my life in 2012 and I am curious of what's going to happen next ? which human beings will appear in my life ?

I posted this in facebook* :

"we never stop changing because time waits for no one, we've ended 2011 and made history in our lives and now is time for us to start "Life in 2012" chapter 1 =) Happy New Year my lovely human beings ~"

my camwhore pictures in 2012

Was preparing to go out to have dim sum and to be honest I was feeling unwell but after I vomit twice I felt so much better and hey ! my make up looks good on that day I dont want to waste it ~

I didnt wear my big eye contact lens coz I think I look nice without them, I decided not to wear them if I'm in my casual style ~

It is suppose to be winter now, but I dont even feel like is winter, at this time London is suppose to be -1 degrees but now is 12-13 degrees instead ... I can just wear a leather jacket when I go out, last time I wore my coat and I was sweating ...

I'm not going to wish much about what I want in 2012 as long as my life is sailing smoothly then I'm fine with it ~ but I do wish to have a lover who can really appreciate and love me ... is not that I'm desperate but sometimes is nice to have a partner who will say "I love you."

everytime when my aunty wants to have lunch with me and my sister, she definitely ask "where's your boyfren ?"/ " what's up with you ? a pretty girl like you wont be hard to find one."

is the humans with a penis dont want me okaaaaay ~ not my fault ! and I dont want to be initiative bcoz for me that's cheap ... plus I just broke up with my former bf, need to get things slowly ...

I've bought something epic on ebay ~

a union jack temporary lip tattoo ~ bought 2 of them and I got one free which is rainbow colours, cool right ??!!

Anyway 2 days ago I went shopping at oxford street with YUNNY ~ !!!!! *happy face* =D

if I'm not mistaken she is the first fren who acc me to shop at oxford street coz I usually go with my sister or shop alone ..... I know what a sad life ~

anyway my latest purchases :

bought this cross bronze epic necklace ~ and it is the coolest in my collection

Yunny bought me this skeleton tank top as my x-mas pressie ~ was very pai seh but she insist

love her to bits ~ both of them are from top shop*

and this is the back bit of the necklace, cool huh ~ I usually will invest more in accessories than clothes, bcoz if u wear a normal shirt or tank top accessories is the magic to style up the whole out fit.

Lilly Whites sales branded sports attire and I bought these 2 t-shirts at the male department and yes they are mad cheap ~

used to be £19.99, can u believe those t-shirts used to cost £20 ? I think that is ridunkulous, I wont pay so much for a t-shirt ...

this t-shirt is extra large, dun get me wrong I love baggy t-shirts but this is waaaaaay too baggy until I dont feel stylish in this and is the sleeves that made the whole thing feel wrong ..

So ~~~~

I cut the sleeves off ~!!! and add a punk studded belt to elongate the body and I will add some studs on as well ~ will let u guys have a look if there's a chance ~

I really like white shirt and pair it up with a white singlet, ever since I watched the movie "So Close" I'm all about casual white outfits but I will still pair up with a stylish big and chunky accessories to make it more me ~ whole outfit from H&M (white singlet £3.99/crease white shirt £5.RRP £9.99/ necklace £7.99)

bronze metalic knit wear top also from H&M, I pair it up with a studded collar, bought the collar at ebay and added the studs myself ^^, bought this top for £15, RRP 24.99

so that's all for now human beings ~ gonna have my shower and snoooooze ~

*END*

Fantasise ~

2011-12-20T03:49:00.001Z

Yep that's all of the single gals LOVE to do which is to FANTASISE about impossible LOVE

well you know ~ us gals LOVE to imagine to be in a relationship with a guy who is 100% impossible to be with ~ like some of you lot imagine to be with Justin Bieber or Lee Hom or something something ~

and ofcoz guys do imagine that they are having sex with a playboy bunny while masturbating

same concept*

when I was a kid I do fantasise myself kissing a handsome cartoon character *not gonna tell*

although I'm out of being in a relationship and I DO fantasise myself to be with someone ~

I am having a huge damn crush on Zee ....

yep Zee a THAI model and singer ~

and apparently this Zee guy is actually a SHE ~

I know ~ you lot might think " God, she must be very devastated until there's something wrong in her head"

but HEY ! she is the most handsome person I've EVER seen in my life

she is a trans guy ~ so what ! I dun care ... she got the looks and YES she turned me on ~ PLUS she CAN turn any girl on ~ ahem* that doesn't mean that I think of her while I masturbate, coz I seriously cant imagine her with a dick here .... I AM very good with imagination but this ... sorry I just cant ~

I was on facebook and someone just posted something something on my homepage wall by saying

"the most handsome = girl and pretty = guy, from thailand"

I forgot the GUY's name, he might be Bom ? /Pon ?/Ngai ?/Mai ? /Duai ? .... I seriously dunno I just completely forgot ~ AHYA google by urself*

BUT he is INDEED VERY VERY VERY pretty until I was like no way ~~~

and ofcoz I paid more attention on Zee la ~ looked through her profile and found out that she does have a mix with British, I was so curious about HER singing, was wondering does SHE sounds like a guy ... but in the end SHE DOES ~ OMG ~ all she needs is a penis !!!! SHE WILL BE 98% BLOKE !!!!!

I watched one of her MV, I dont know what she's singing and no matter what I found thai is quite of a funny language especially through singing *no offence .... but thai human beings are good looking and pretty ~ I know a thai gal named Benja, a photography student from college, she is really pretty and I do love to chat up with her ~

see so good bcoz I SHARE for u lot to watch ~ so will you SHARE your money with me ? heh heh
errrr yea the singing is kindna MEH ~ but I enjoy watching it ! very sweet and sad in the end ~

I AM going to thailand to meet this human being .... ahya but my mummy wont let me laaaaaa, she will definitely spray me with some holly water through a hose coz as u know thailand is quite a notorious place for black voodoos and magic .... my mummy she watched tooooooo much those kind of tv programs ... will be planning to set a software to BAN all those programs to prevent her from watching ...

this Zee human is really very good to imagine with ... I love her smile ~ n yes I sound like a gay now ~ HAHA

*~~~~*

anyway I hang out with my ex ballet mate today, Ethel ~ as I called her as Wan Wern ~ can't believe that we actually met eachother in the UK ~

and this is she ~

we definitely CHAT A LOT OF STUFF ~ SO MUCH !! IS AS THICK AS HARRY POTTER BOOK total 7 series !

I know .... I love gossip, gals love gossip ~ but ofcoz I gossip about those bitches who bitch about me and ruined my high school life ~ I know is already over and is alllllll in the pass ~ but hey come on ~ they are scum, they deserve to be in my dirty list !

and ofcoz we were talking about modelling bcoz she is very familiar with the circle of modelling bcoz her close relatives were models and miss malaysia during the 80s/90s, and they know huge hong kong celebs like charmaine cheah and top models like amber chia shits and stuff ~

so I had a vegetarian lasagna/diet pepsi/ lemon sorbet ... and yes I need money from BIG but tiny sis coz been hanging with frens a lot lately ~

so outfit of the day was a black tank top/leather leggings which I've recently bought from H&M/leather jacket/ black dr martens

yep simple as that, but to show more about my personality,sense of style and to spice up the whole outfit

I've wore some bold metal gold accessories ~

bought the gold necklace and bracelet within £5 booyah !

so yea ... u dun need branded stuff to spice up ur fashion sense ... good sense of style and styling is the main thing to feel good about being fashionable

gonna end this post now ~ my chocolate mask is been on my face for hours

so gonna take a nice warm shower and OFF to bed now ~

BYE !!!!!

*END*

*BIG =) times

2011-12-11T22:12:00.002Z

I've been spending most of my time with my 2 new besties.sisters yunny and xinny

was hanging out with yunny at oxford street bcoz she needs to change her brother's shirts and need to get him a blazer for his event ... we just went to H&M and didnt go to much shops bcoz it was raining ...

but I bought a snake skin leather jacket and a silver knitted top, it is really sexy ~

so went to their place again and xinny wants me to stay over ~

since I've stayed there quite amount of times, I decided to cook dinner for them

xinny was craving for spaghetti, so me and yunny cycled to tesco ~

I've never ride a bike in London so far, it was pretty exciting for me

so ofcoz must capture the happy moments

*~~~*

me mad personal shiokness on the bike ~

heh heh but ~ sucha clumsy person like me did I fall ? yes I fell, the journey haven't started yet I fell right infront of the doorstep and I landed on the car beside me, hey wait I know how to cycle ok ... is just I'm not used to the bike after that I got used to it and it was smooth sailing ...

but the seat was hurting my vagina, it was hard and pointy, this totally proves that I dun have lumpy fats at my vagina ~

so this is the om noms that I cooked for the little rascals

and they loved it ~ mad happy ~

and some heavenly VANILLA Haagen Dazs

I totally love vanilla, my fav at all times

Yunny bought some fruits as well and I wanna make it into more like dessert for them

so I decided to melt some chocolate and dip it with the fruits ~

but something tragic happened, I felt embaressed and it was hilarious at the same time ...

I'm not quite familiar with their microwave, I set 10 secs to melt the chocolate after that the chocolate was still in a big chunk so I set to 3mins 40secs ... I tell u if I set that to my own microwave the chocolate will definitely turn into a thick syrup ....

but end up at their place :

LOLX !!!!

and yes the whole place was filled with smoke ~

me and xinny just kept looking at it and discuss "why it will became like that ?"

bcoz it turned out to look like a :

a big chunk of pork meat =D

luckilly there was another bar of cadbury chocolate ...

it was really funny ~

on friday, was Yunny mum's burfday and her mum invited me to celebrate with her

we went to Nando's ~ awh I didn't have nando's for ages already, it was complete heaven for me

I really love their creative graphic chicken menu

heavenly food and chips !!!!!

I love chips and who dosen't !

pictures time :

me and Xinny camwhore moments

the whole group of us ~

me with my juniors/half-students/friends/sister
nadia and yunny ~

the enormous fruity yum yum burfday CAAAAAAAKE ~!!!!

the mum's burfday
look how happy she was with her burday cake and pressie ~

after the great moments and laughter we went to ~

Winter Wonderland !! HEHE !!!!!!

amazing x-mas lights and spirits everywhere ~ and ofcoz there's loads of people there ~

the first thing we played was

*~~~*

after just one crazy ride, poor nadia was been forced to go home, so we took a group photo before she left, memories matter okay ~

anyway that ride consider nothing coz yunny and xinny forced me to play this thing ...
this was absolute scary and fun, but really it was madness, my hair was a complete mess after this ride lols !

my legs turned into jelly and I cant walk properly for a few moments lolx !!!
I swear this is the craziest thing I've played so far, someone even droped his iphone lolx !

but I still manage to camwhore =D

and then yunny still manage to crave for German sausage ~ I was like "mmmmm ~ GERMAN'S saaaausage huh ~" lolx !!!

it smells amazing to be honest, but after having a full dinner and crazy ride I dun think I can have anymore food coz I'm really scared I will throw up ~

Yunny enjoying her German sausage lolx !!! that is really massive ......

We only played 2 rides, after that Winter Wonderland is closing down coz it was already 10p.m
time flies ~

when we reached home, more vain moments ~

I know ~~ we are so vain right ~ lolx !!!!!

and yes I know, my snake skin leather jacket is awesome ~

we seriously couldn't be vain enough, we were camwhoring loads of pictures by using xinny's macbook

that's all from me for this blogpost, hope you lot had a great weekend as well
=)

*END*

Inspired ~

2011-12-04T02:05:00.002Z

Yes darlings I was inspired by Luan Legacy when I watched 2 of his hilarious and true video~

if your just out of relationship and devastated as hell, these videos are really worth for you to watch

one of Luan's video he said "just feel good about urself/blog something why you love urself/what's great about being single/fantasies about ur future bf" *I just love his hand gesture when he said all that, lolx !

I really feel good each day when I get out of bed

I go jogging every single day and I eat healthy and I've enjoyed myself with my new good friend Yunny and Xinny

I love myself bcoz I think I'm pretty in a way ~ I am talented with creativity ~ I'm outgoing, funny and crazy ~ I am a true friend ~ one of the boys will be lucky if I'm his girlfren ~ I am generous ~ everyone loves me and they think I'm a good breed ~

but ofcoz I wont say that ooooo I'm perfect* nah that's just way too over the top and being extremely vain

I've just got an offer by one of the unis in Cambridge which is called Anglia Ruskin University

is it good ?? I don't know but it might be coz ppl been saying that is a good uni and the quality of teaching is good .... well I dunno just wait for another 4 unis then I will make the decision =))

I can be a uni student ~ *BIG smiles ~ can't believe I can step my foot into such level that I seriously couldn't dream of, bcoz in high school I'm consider as a lousy student ~ heh !

was clearing my A1 folder for the interview and I've found these 2 drawings

I had completely forgotten that they exist, when I first look at it I was like "gasp* omg they are so good !! pause* wait .... they are mine ... cheh !" LOLX !

I rebuild my portfolio, I didn't use any of them that the ones I created during my college years except for the Final Major Project (Sci-Fi.Futuristic) design sheets ~

that is what I wore for the interview ~

the interviewer for the anglia ruskin university said my portfolio is powerful and it shows tons of varieties and I got an offer straight away when I went home n checked my email ...

her name was wendy moody ~ when I saw the name in the letter I was like "ou shit ... that doesn't sound pleasent to me" well end up she looks like professor trelawney in Harry Potter but a much more clean version one XD

so bless my soul ~ my good friend Yunny went to Cambridge with me for my interview, she helped me to carry some of my stuff and yes it was heavy ~ I seriously need help at that time =))

before any uni interview I decided to create 1-2 more garments to prove to them that I am suitable for the Fashion Design course ....

I've made 2 garments with different styles, for me there's 2 styles to every fashion

*less is more (simple)

*the more the better (complicated/layering/attention seeking)

this is the top dress that I've made by using patchwork technique

the model Nadia, she is Yunny's best fren ~ and yes she is pretty, which is the reason why I want her to model for me ~

this is another garment that I made, which is much more avant garde fashion ~

did the hair and make up myself, this is to also show them that I know how to do some a bit of styling as well ~

I've sent out my portfolio via email to Kingston so all I need to do is to wait ~ and yes I'm still waiting for the foundation course from Middlesex university ~

Can't wait to go to Uni bcoz I can learn how to make proper clothes and extra level designing skills ~

and it might be that I will have a new boyfren *BIG=D

*~~~*

watched Twilight Saga: Breaking Dawn with Yunny and her sis Xinny

I really enjoyed myself so so much there's laughter and crazyness ~ ! before the movie we went to Boots bcoz Xinny wants me to do a makeover for her and help her to choose her first set of cosmetics, she is only 17-18 so I chose very neutral palletes/brown eyeliner/mineral foundation and powder, bcoz she is young so I chose something simple, mild and suitable for her skin .... we shouldn't simply buy foundation bcoz some of them are not suitable for our skin, we should choose the foundation which is suitable for our skin types ~

during the movie there's one part that Bella broke her back bone and the baby is coming out, I quickly rushed out of the cinema bcoz I cannot stand such bloody scenes with extra booming system ~ my heart will jump out of my body, I swear ~ so after the movie they went to my place bcoz Yunny needs to borrow my sewing machine and Xinny wants me to teach her some simple make up skills =)

right ! forgot to mentioned that Yunny and Xinny are sisters ~ !!! I KNOW RIGHT THEY DONT EVEN LOOK ALIKE !!!!!

you have nooooo idea ~ they are crazilly VAIN as well, when I remove my make up and packing my stuff to spend the night at their place ~ they are still cam whoring ~ !!!!

me that spent the night at their lovely home in warwick avenue ~

when Yunny showed me the stuff at her place I was like @.@

you have noooo idea ~ it was like a store ! when there's world war 3 or something I'm gonna hide at their place !

this is their extra toiletries ~ it reminds me the shelves in the pharmacy ...

ooooooo cabinets filled with :

quick noodles

biscuits

junk food

biscuits

oat meal

and she brought me to the kitchen and bloody hell, you wont die of hunger if ur in that kitchen

red wines

herbs and spices

spice cabinet

I thought my fridge is full with food but I guess I'm wrong ~

MY fridge !

HER fridge !!

when I was at her place we went to bed at 7:00 a.m bcoz I was discussing about work with Yunny and I taught her to improve and change her points of views in Fashion and ofcoz we chit chat a lot of stuff ...

when we went to bed preparing to sleep, it's time for Xinny to wake up ~ and when Yunny was sleeping it is Xinny's time to do the chating ~ so I dunno, I might went to bed at 8 ....

we slept until Xinny came back from school, LOLX !!!!

actually Yunny woke up early but she saw that I was still in a deep sleep so she continue sleeping then I did woke up early but I saw Yunny still snoozing so I continue to snooze lolx !

Yunny is really very sweet ~ she gave me the Hello Kitty Yam Milk Tea ~ to be honest I'm not a fan of Yam but I dont mind having Yam ice-cream ~ but THIS ! THIS IS HEAVEN ~ !!!! I LOVE THIS YAM MILK TEA SO SO MUCH !!!!! even if I pour the powder in my cup I will still keep the wrapper and smell inside ~

Xinny likes me so so much until she dont want Yunny anymore, she wants me to be her sister instead ~ she said Yunny had brought loads of her frens over but I am the first one she really like and feel very close with ~ awwwwww*

she said when I went back home she felt the whole house is quiet ~ I was like " ou means that I'm noisy is it ?" lolx !! she likes to listen to the things that I've experienced before, there's so much to tell until I can write myself a book, HA !

so after the moments, I felt really bless and HAPPY !!! I can't wait for next friday bcoz is Yunny mum's burfday and her mum invited me to celebrate with her =D

I go jogging every day now ~ that is when I'm all sweaty I feel instantly good about myself !

I feel pretty ~ Oh so pretty ~ I feel pretty and witty and bright ~ LOLX !!!!!

I try applying the double eyelid and I was like "omg, I've revealed the gals secrets on having deep double lid eyes ~"

and yes I was wearing my sports bra get over it ~

latest purchase ~

I've applied the double eyelid tape with make up and grey contact lens ~ I know it dosen't show a HUGE difference but it does in real life ~

bought this gold metalic blouse ~ and is only £5.59 from ebay LittleWoods Clearance

LittleWoods Clearance

here's the link !

love matching with my layered tassel necklace and you know me I love punk boyish style so I added this golden spiky bracelet

being vain is over ~ =D need to go to have a nice shower and chocolate mask before going to bed ~
Nighty Night ~~~~

*END*

Trip to Roma

2011-12-02T22:57:00.000Z

Ciao Bella/Bello ~

After the break up I went to Italy,Rome to find my BIG but tiny sis

so what do I think about Rome ?

everything in Rome is so much cheaper than in London

for eg. the travel ticket for a month in Rome is only 10-15euro

while London is like £72.90 ....

Rome is a wonderful place for Art, Architecture and Music

but I wouldn't spend my life living there ... I just don't feel it ...

but as an art student, really should go there and observe the real art state

having deep depression is a great idea to get out of the country and look at something new ~

and yes I felt so much better when I spent my days in Rome

there is something about me is that I am never late, infact I am always early ~ BIG but tiny sis asked me to go to the airport 4 hours early before the flight bcoz the cue at the RyanAir counter is looooong ~ and she said she waited for 2 hours ....

took this picture when I was in the train ~ the whole carriage is only me

well it was day time so I wasn't that scared if is night time, I don't care, if there's no one in all of the carriages I would rather sit beside the driver who drives the train ...

and is me ~ yes I look awful ... I always do look awful

when I arrived the airport, I went to the RyanAir counter ... I was like =.= "massive long cue my ass"

there was barely anyone there ~ that airport was deserted, the number of humans in that airport was so a few .... I can even sit on the floor and count ou how many heads are there ~so I spent my time there by enjoying my XL double cheeseburger and heavenly fries ~ and yes is beef .... I didn't know it was beef bcoz it was written BACON .... hmmmm anyway ....

after the security check that one human had confiscated my face wash, dun wanna talk about it* his just stupid* and another security said that my hands had something flammable or something can go BOOM ! fml .... so they written down my name and passport number .... trolling around the shops in the airport and hop into the flight ....

2 and a half hours in the mid air I finally arrived Rome ...

*~~~*

had my om nom noms gelato in italy ~ and yes I know ... I look awful ~

this was a village and it is already 800 years old, if I'm not mistaken*

the colosseum, the symbol of Rome

the whole thing was covered in marble and bcoz the country was facing a huge bankruptcy, so what they did was dig out all the marbles and exchange them into money ....

when I looked at it I felt sad and unfortunate .... and ofcoz amazed by those ancient people can build something like that ....

every Sunday the people will wear those ancient romans costume and walk around the colloseum

I'm sorry I dont know that's that thing called ....*

so was really tired so decided to head back to the apartment that BIG but tiny sis currently living in ~

I really love this old fashion lift ~

and I always want to be the one to press the button

BIG but tiny sis's apartment

this is my favourite place in Rome ....

I had forgot the name of the church

but do you know the feeling of looking at something very BIG and grand ? I know I do ~

I was like "gasp* wow "

it is very beautiful in there ~ imagine wearing your dream wedding dress and walking down the halls, really perfect ....

love love love the golden details ceiling, I do want to lie on the floor and look at it ~

gigantic statues and portrait's of the gods

the reason I love this hall way bcoz of the fine detailed cupids ~

I do adore every detailed of the ceilings of the church, is the perfect craftsmanship that will make you hats off ~ and I just love love love white roses ~

I would really love to get marry in a place like this, but unfortunately I'm not a catholic ~ so no can do ....

I guess before you die, you really should walk around and have a great look at something great that humans had created ~

after that we went to the Spanish Steps, I was parched and HUNGRY ~

I need foooooood ~

when I went in there ~ every waiter was like "CIAO BELLA !!!! WELCOME TO THE RESTAURANT !!!!"

BIG but tiny sis had seafood risotto and I had lasagna

it was reallllly gooood ~ that's the best lasagna I've ever had in my life ~

*~~~*

there's a place that you definitely need to go to when ur in rome .... if you go to rome and didn't go there, ppl will think WHAT'S THE POINT ~

Trevi Fountain

It's beautiful isn't it and I've made my wish ^^

I know this blog post is kindna boring ~ but that's what it is ~is my blog, HA !

anyway major thanks to other human beings that dropped a msg at my chat box ~ REALLY MAJOR APPRECIATE IT !!!!!

I'm Happy and I'm really Bless =)))

*END*

Clueless

2011-11-22T23:37:00.002Z

I dunno what to put for the title ...

my heart is still in pain until I need loads of stitches ....

I've asked him what I've done wrong until our relationship had shattered into pieces ...

he said he is tired of every argument, he is the one who is being wrong ...

I was sleeping when I received his msg, my eyes was like -.- to @.@

I was confused ... we didnt even argue ...

he just magically dissapears and apparently like someone else ....

but come on seriously, when I was under depression, he ignored me and contact with someone else ...

n that's not wrong ?

HE IS SO INCONSIDERATE AND THAT'S IS SO UNFAIR TO ME

When there's an argument n loads of disappointment did I fall for someone else ... there's 2 guys asked me to be their gf but I didnt accept them bcoz I stayed on my ground ... they are good looking n rich and they are in the uk, one knows how to play the piano so well until it made my heart beat ....

did I magically disappears, stop talking to him and fall for someone else ?

I DIDN'T

that made me burned up until my face was really red ....

I cried bcoz I was really hurt and angry .....

I really dont deserve this .... I love him with all my heart ... why can't he think the stuff I've done for him ...

2 years of over 100 hours of waiting hours for him, doesn't that mean anything to u ... ?

telling you I really do love u, dosen't that mean anything to u ?

can't wait to go back to malaysia is bcoz I can finally meet u, again dosen't that mean anything to u ?

just bcoz u feel tired of being the wrong and like someone else ....

that is so unfair .... every single day when I woke up there's a clump in my throat ... will find it hard to get up bcoz of my painful chest due to crying under the covers n strain my chest ....

that's all I'm gonna say, can't say anymore ....

*cried bcoz was very angry and hurt, had my brunch, deleted all the SMS that he sent me and went for a jog ... I'm all sweaty and good, I feel pretty and I'M A STRONG BEAUTIFUL WOMAN, XD HA!*

I posted this on facebook and I got over 10 human beings *like*

a photo of me with natural make up =)

anyway shopping moments, YAY !

I bought a black maxy dress at H&M online, is a size freaking 8, I usually can fit in a size 8 but I CANT NOW ...

I'm fat .... I have 2 asses ~

lolx !!!

luckilly the receipt said that I can go any H&M shop to change it , major bless

so ofcoz I went to the H&M at covent garden ~ *heaven*

apparently there's no more size 10 .... only 8 and 14 ~

but then I saw the dress which is the same style but with different length ~ so no can do I chose it n took it home, when I was in the tube it suddenly gives me the feeling that I better check it so I did ...

mother F .... I got the size 14 dress .... coz I look at the label n it state US 10 ...

US 10 = UK 14 .... when I try it my breast is just not big enough, my breast just cant seem to place properly at the pad ....

so haizzzzzzz, I went back there again.... I want to make my travel worth so I decided to stay there again n look around ... n that is what I bought ~

changed a size 10 black dress/ men's white shirt/ polka dot bow/ chunky ear rings/ major cool rings

these are the rings that I bought, aren't they major awesome or what !!

the circle one is the major coolest ... look how BIG and chunky until u can put ur dick in it !!

lols ! no laaaa ~~ just kidding

leopard head ear rings, they are really heavy until my ear lobe will be extra 10 cm long ~

went to the men's wear and I really enjoyed myself ... I need a white shirt bcoz now I like to wear it over with a nice woolen top, and yes I look majorly smart and stylish .... will camwhore someday ~

I will never say no to polka dots they are my major fav !

I can wear this simple white shirt and accessories with this major polka dot bow

simple and stylish and is part of the trend now ~

this is the bra corset dress ~ so I guess u guys finally understand why my breast cant place properly in a size 14 dress ....

and this is the dress that I bought in ebay coz I was inspired by a fashion designer (anya)

I'm a huge fan of project runway and my favourite designer from the very begining is Anya-Ayoung-Chee and she's the winner of project runway !!!

a beauty queen pageant and a fashion designer ~

she is truly my idol ~

I really love her style, beachy, flowy and yet beautiful =)

cam whore moments ~

I need to go to bed now coz I have a uni interview in cambridge ~ wish me luck ~~~

*END*

I miss my lucky ring

2011-11-16T23:18:00.001Z

I gave it to "him" billion years ago ... and I miss it ~

found old pics of me wearing it ~

"dont la, nvm, you dont have to ask it back."
"what for to have it back !? give u memories of him and make urself sad nya."
"If I were you I will just leave it."

loads of my mates ask me to leave it ~
ou well guess they are right, I'll just leave it then ~
good bye forever my checkered ring
!
*END*

my heart is as cold as the London weather

2011-11-16T00:08:00.001Z

Decided to blog today because I dun wanna the "being single" blogpost to be the first

it is so sad ....

I still manage to put a smile on my face during the day but when I climb to bed after doing my prayers

I still cry myself to sleep ... can't seem to control my tears, it just keep on running down my cheeks, squeezed my pillow to control myself from crying out loud ... my chest hurts a lot ...
on monday went back to college to work then Gloria asked whether I wanna go to the fabric store to buy some calico and cotton, I said I dont mind so I went there
the fabric store called Joel's Fabric Store, when I went in there I feel like I'm in heaven
it is such an amazing place n they supply the fabrics to the Queen ~
I've never been into such a big and whole loads of varieties fabric store, it was amazing ....
when I went to the counter and pay, I saw this dog, the dog belongs to the owner and I told the owner that I'm a huge dog lover, so the owner let me cuddle it and the dog like me ...
I miss my snowy, I'm in an amazing fabric store and a cute dog for me to cuddle. that made me feel better and that put a smile on my face ~
when I bought the fabrics, n walked back to college saw the second years fashion n textiles students
they are the ones I communicate with a lot, so they ask me to sit down n chit chat about what's going on with me lately ...
so I did n we chat, when I go back to the technician room, I talked my problems with Gloria bcoz she is like a mum to me ~ n so she said if you feel comfortable to go somewhere else then u should ... so I joined Yunny, we went to Covent Garden and shop together, we had loads of fun we even bought the same dress and t-shirt we plan to wear together this friday ~

and she even invite me to go to her place n have steamboat on thursday ~ very excited ~ ^^

show you lot my latest purchase ~

my first purchase on that day is this coat, was planning to buy a black coat for winter
I really mad love the cutting , it reminds me of a bit of avant garde fashion
when I try it my juniors said I look good and I look like a spy lolx !!!

every girl needs a L.B.D = little black dress
this is the dress that Yunny and I bought the same one

a personal touch by adding a slim belt

bought this fringe top
this is totally my fav purchase ever bcoz it is made out of pleather ???
can I say is pleather ?? I dunno ~ anyway is like fake leather ~

close up, can't wait to wear this out, but now the weather is getting ridiculously cold ~
anyway this was an ON SALE ,it was left in a sad little corner, cant believe ppl just can't be bothered to look at it

lolx something about this garment is I cant wash it .... only can hang it there n blow dry ~

anyway I feel weird that the blog post dun have my vain pics ~ lolx

I love full energy punk rock style, so I transformed my boring denim jakcet by adding studs on ~
nice ??? nice ????

a black top full of tassels is love
I love clothing with textures on ~

do you know how much is this ???
£5 and is good quality .... yes I agree I am a major cheapskate but with style ~

hope H&M has some sort of winter sales ~
shopping and chit chatting with Yunny makes me happy and we can talk so much bcoz both of us are malaysians ~ lolx !!!! when we were in H&M we chat n then we will say "omg, we are so malaysian"/"I've haven't heard about this in such a long time, lolz" basically we're fooling with our malaysian slangs lolx !!!

and also my good friend Imogen Thomas is my British sweetheart ~ she came to my place n comfort me
such a great fren ~ !!!! I am really bless ~

I decided to treat her starbucks bcoz she is low in money and yet she still put great effort to come n visit me n make sure I'm ok ~

us in the tube on the way to Leicester Square ~

this is me fav picture that we took together ~

at trafulgar square, nomming our heavenly starbucks food ~
*everyone prefer me with natural make up .... but cannot la I've wasted my mum's money to buy those lenses unless u guys help me wear la ~*

wanna upload the video but cannot leh ~ need to wait for so long ~ really pek cek
hamster, I will send u the pics ... but the contrast is hard to edit neh ! u look faceless in those pictures ...

My self harm and out of relationship news had transported to Hong Kong =.=
grandma n cousins called my mum urgently to check whether I'm okay ....
I have such great friends/family/relatives and dudes ... I am bless ...
I am sad but I can't complain ...
"you dun have to seek for the Mr.Right because he will come to you."
so where is he ? how I wish I have a mirror that can show my futue ....
if I have that n shit happens I will be like " yer so ugly what am I thinking, omg why am I hugging him !?"
lolx !!! no la cannot judge a book by it's cover ~ to have attractive lips is to speak the words of kindness - audrey hepburn .... I love that woman ~
I'm waiting for my trainers coz I need to jog again ... I'm so fat n I need a slimmer figure and face !

*END*

Being single

2011-11-15T03:31:00.001Z

hello all you human beings ~

I know you guys must be wondering ... what's up with the title ...

yes I'm single now, me & Mr.D broke up officially on the 12-11-2011 ... n it was on my dad's burfday ~ how nice ~

well how it did happened ?

2 weeks ago I've sent out all of my applications for uni via UCAS and from that on I was in great pressure, so pressure until my whole body felt numb and I dunno why, is just that I suddenly have the urge to cut myself and during that time I don't feel any pain, just can feel my heart beat thumping within my cheeks ....

friends and family were so worried about me ... received emails/msgs in fb/sms/calls, I even received some regards from the friends that I'm not even close with except him ....

he didnt send me anything and he didn't online .... and I didnt receive a single sms .....

ofcoz I'm not cutting myself to get his attention, but come on ... "I'm ur gf ..."

I was in huge depress been crying n struggling myself to sleep, I need someone to talk to, I need the man I love to comfort me and at least ask how am I .... when I'm down WHY is someoneelse who is taking his place n be there with me, that "someone" had took his place for far too long .... I thought he might be busy so he didn't notice the stuff that I posted in facebook or maybe he didn't have time to log into facebook ... but apparently he was on facebook .... so I decided to make a phonecall on thursday to see whether his ok ... but he was sleeping n he said he will call me next time, so on friday he did call me .... I wasn't happy when I received his phone call bcoz it did hit me that if I didnt make the phone call he will still can't be bothered to contact me .... it is such an obvious stage that he dosen't have feelings/cares about me ... he asked me to call him on saturday n so I did, I decided to break up with him and he said he was thinking about giving us some time out ... I told him we do not need time out, I think it might as well just end this ..... I blabed all the things to him, I even blab to him by saying I know u've been contacting with other gals and yet I do believe u have feelings with one of them, he didnt say anything ....

what really frustrates me was, I was so darn hurt and I was crying, and yet he said "DONT CRY/DONT BE SAD." I SERIOSULY HATE THAT ! HOW ON EARTH THAT I WONT CRY/ BE SAD ! YOU TOLD ME U LOVE ME THE MOST AND ASKED ME TO BE WITH YOU UNTIL THE REST OF OUR LIFE .... YOU SAID SO MUCH STUFF THAT I DO HAVE HOPES IN YOU AND YET YOU DISSAPOINT ME ALL THE TIME ...

I cried so hard bcoz I'm dissapointed ... I am under pressure about uni/family problems/ end of relationship .... why am I chosen by him to get hurt and dissapointed .....

" why are you wasting your tears on someone who is not worth for you, he might be enjoying himself right now."

9/10 of my frens said that ... true ... but dont forget I have feelings for him .... is easy for u lot to say but is hard for u lot to feel how I'm feeling ....

I'm not going to contact him anymore, even if I go back to Malaysia saw him the in the streets I will act like I dont know him at all.

now I wonder whether he received the backpack, if he received it he can throw it away or give to his frens, I no longer care ... as long as he didnt send it back to me, p/s : DONT SEND IT BACK TO ME ....

"your heart just breaks, that's all. But you can't judge or point fingers. You just have to be lucky enough to find someone who appreciates you." - Audrey Hepburn

*END*

I heart you

2011-10-28T01:39:00.000+01:00

3 days ago (25th October) was me and Mr.D's 2 years anniversary

time flies .... at first I gave this relationship 6 months ... "we will definitely break up within 6 months"

but end up we are together for 2 years ~

within this 2 years there's chaos, tired, tears .....

and yes I'm the one who want to end this relationship but Mr.D pulled me back countless times ... I know is very lame and slow of me to notice but from that moment I know he does loves me and I do love him ~ but sometimes long distance relationship will made us fed up but he didnt't break it because he truly dont want to end the relationship just because of distance

Mr.D : " there's something good about long distance relationship."

me : " why is that ?"

Mr.D : " Because it makes me to miss you more everyday."

I will kiss him if he is right infront of me ~

Baby ~ I wanna give this song to you ~

I know ur busy all the the time and I understand but I miss you ....

I wish we can make it to the 3rd year ~
will definitely come to u during summer, wait for me =)

my bestie huey ~

2011-10-23T02:45:00.000+01:00

This blog post is dedicated for my bestie Huey ~

This is part of the way that how happy I am to have such a nice friend like you

yes I'm blessed ~

was wearing turquoise flowy singlet dress, slim belt with bronze ribbon

my nose look damn flat here* flat button nose ~

Last time before heading back to the UK we went to Island Plaza again for frozen yogurt and to be honest I think is damn yummy than Snog ~

we went to :

Tutti Frutti

a great variety of flavour

after choosing it and filled ur cup all u need to do is just go around the corner and choose the topping u want !!

major om nom nom ~

nomz !!!!

the left one is Huey's while the right one is mine ~

yes the yummy white juicy cubes and gummy beaarsssssssss

which I damn loveeeeee to chew and the yogurt ice-cream melt in my mouth at the same time ~

besties having silly pics together before I depart, capture the great memories ~

and on that day I've received pressiesss from her

received 2 jewellery box from her

the cute jack skellington jewellery was given 2 years ago and it was my burfday pressie

yep this jewellery box is mainly for my bracelets or some huge chunky rings

There's 3 layers in this jewellery box

This is the first layer

huge chunky rings and some studs of ear rings

the second layer gold and silver are organized

the last layer will be my armour ring and the tassel ear rings

besides jewellery box for

she gave me an anna sui cotton holder

awwwwww how thoughtful she is ~used to have a lumpy plastic bag contain the cottons, now there's an elegant box for me to put my cotton pads ~

and she gave me a rainbow jeweled crown necklace and ear rings

is like an anniversary friendship gift

we've known eachother 2 years already ~ time flies so quickly ~

will camwhore with it when I have my make up on and everything, lolx

bcoz I dun usually apply make up everyday ~

bcoz I dun have good skin, dun wanna apply tons of slaps everyday .... my skin need breathing, do u know most of the gals in the UK can finish their foundation in a WEEK ...

n yes I've seen the gals apply foundation on their face in the tube .... they just pump n pump n pump n pump ~ and yes I was like eeeeueek ~ XD

ofcoz I havent forgot my dear Sharpay/Angie and others

I still <3 u guys and you guys are forever my best fren

Best Friend Forever ~

*END*

I'm back ~~

2011-10-12T01:02:00.000+01:00

Hey all you human beings, it's been awhile

as I strongly believe that my blog readers are getting fewer and fewer

even my baby Mr.D is been waiting for me to update my blog for ages ~

my bestie Huey is waiting until her neck is getting longer =D

so what's my recent activities ??

I'm currently taking a gap year coz of the law I have to be in the UK for 3 years to consider as local student, if I sign into uni this year I have to pay £50,000 (international fees)

I know mad crazy ~

so bcoz of the law I cant be full time student during my gap year, I need to work for the society

It is getting realllly hard to find a job here in London, even if I volunteer to work for them doesn't mean they will accept me u know ~

so college is like a second home to me (ofcoz when imogen/gina) are arround ...

the second place that I feel familiar with ~ I'm currently doing some voluntary work in the technician room as a technician assistant and a helper/teaching assistant with the Fashion and Textiles Year 2 students ~

I am bless bcoz I'm working with amazing ppl (Gloria/Collin/Rob)

Gloria is like a mother in college

Collin a man who dosen't have a tiny bit of temper

Rob a sarcastic yet humorous person ...

as for the fashion and textilies student ... they are so far so good but sometimes feel like I wanna vomit blood ~

I can't complain as things are getting good around me ~

so you guys are wondering, how bout Uni ??

I havent send my applications to Middlesex U for the foundation course

I have time in my hands, that's why I'm taking a foundation course in art and design, plus is only 3 months ~ after 12 weeks I'll get an extra qualification/certificate ~

I was planning to get into middlesex for my BA (Fashion Design), but ayesha she strongly suggest me to go somewhere else, coz she said that uni is not a place for me as I am suitable in a much better environment ... basically she said the Chavvy ppl went there ~ lols !

So when I was in Malaysia I've received an email from UCAS by saying there's clearing at one of the Uni in Cambridge, I love Cambridge, I really do ~ and that Uni has a BA in Fashion Design

I feel there's a light, you know something like a sign saying "go on, apply it ... that's the place for you"

I sign into their website and apply immediately

thanks to BIG but tiny sis she modify my personal statement to a higher level and scan all my qualifications and send to me via email ....

after 3 days or so, I've received a reply from them and they offer me a conditional offer ~

they want me to send them my portfolio ... I was nervous bcoz there's no confidence in me since the Middlesex U interview, yes I got rejected ... my feedback was "ur portfolio is much suitable for fashion and textiles not fashion"/ "did u apply for other Uni ?well I hope they will accept you."

I was really stuck, I was thinking if there's no textiles HOW TO CREATE FASHION ?

that was a LOUSY FEEDBACK

when I was in Malaysia I went to the Guan Yin Temple, which is the oldest temple in Penang

I pray to the Goddess by saying "if you give me ur blessing that I can get into Uni successfully, when I come back next year, I will give you a golden robe as a thanks of my gratitude."

so what I did was,I redo my portfolio as for the fashion outcome I reuse the ones I did when I was in college ~

I've sent my qualifications/reference/portfolio to Cambridge last Friday

and yesterday I got accepted by the head of school

yes, I GOT ACCEPTED !!!!! I'M GOING TO CAMBRIDGE !!!!! =D

MAD HAPPINESS N JOY !!!!!!!!!!!!

I strongly believe everything happens for a reason, just wait for the right time or moment ~

the uni I'm going to is :

I really am blessed, I've made my parents proud, they even said "cant believe one of my daughter is going to study in cambridge"

Cambridge I'm coming to you soon =)

I'm sorry that I've brag too much about it, but is only this time ...plus my mood haven't been so high up for a long time ~

*to make update my blog more, might going to show my drawings/portfolio*/ *the moments me and Huey Huey spent together and the gifts she gave me ^^*

so blablabla I've talked much about my education, now is the fav part

*~ my latest purchases~*

Corder Gloves

bought this at the shop that sales big brands but small prizes

I think is a very good deal, is real leather plus the style is lady gaga/punk-ish

a real leather glove and it cost me £16+ only ~ the RRP is £35.99

yes darling, my camwhore moments with da glove ~

tights which was made in Italy, Italy is a famous for their lace ~

a £16.99 worth tights and yet it cost me £4.99 only

bought this kind of tights bcoz some of my outfits can be spiced up a lil rather than wearing some boring black tights ...

and look at the pattern, is pretty ~~

No.7 minty blue nail polish

I love blue, blue is my favourite colour ~

I found this blue calm and clean, and is a good nail polish

it quick drying plus it stays longer as well

although I have to apply layers of it to get the matte colour but overall is really good ~

me,me,me camwhoring with my nice blue nails ~

I dunno what this shirt called ,erm a long sleeves half belly Brooklyn t-shirt ?

means when wearing it, it will reveal the belly ~

long sleeves dress with feather shoulder pads

big chunky bronze necklace from H&M ~

Camwhore moments :

being vain 1*

being vain 2*it looks a lil bit baggy, so I've added a belt to contour the shape of the body

being vain 3*

being vain 4*

being vain 5*

5 layers spiky chunky bracelet

mad love ~

Vivienne Westwood Armour Ring

my first proper lipstick

the colour is Rose Allure

is red but it looks natural

honestly I haven't been camwhoring for quite some time already ~ lolx

no, I didnt really apply it ~ lolz !

no wonder gals love to camwhore by taking the angle so high up,bcoz the eyes look bigger and the face look smaller ~

and last but not least ~

I've bought this cute furry leopard coat today !!!!

as a reward for congratulating myself ~ ^^ went to the big brands but small price store first, saw the leopard coat and it cost £25 pounds but I dun like the style and the sleeves coz is just until my wrist so end up didnt buy it ~

so just pop into some place at China Town and I saw this :

furry and puffy, plus when I've noticed there's a hoodie plus it has ~

bear eaaaaarsssss ~~ awwww ~ the price is much more pricey .... but the quality is good

plus the man did discount for me

isn't it ironice that the goth/punk clothes are much more expensieve than the normal clothes ???

but look at this is soooo cute !!!!!

drew the lady gaga lightning bolt ~ and yes I LOVE HER TO BITS ~ I love her DARING fashion spirit

yep yep this is my current display pic on facebook =)))

so before I'm gonna remove the make up ofcoz I'm gonna camwhore more, coz I think I'm not gonna do it again lols !!!

and yes the lightning bolt looks kindna weird ~ but I dun care coz I've had fun !!!!!!

it is easy once u use the right tape ~ use masking tape instead of the plasticky ones ~

thank you for waiting and reading my blog ~ hope you lot will come back and read my updates =)))

*huggiesssssss & kissessssssssss*

*END*

I'm baaaaaaack ~

2011-09-05T18:23:00.000+01:00

Hello my lovely darling readers

I know I've been neglecting my blog for such a loooooong time ~

reasons :

dunno what to blog about

do me portfolio

busy shopping

just damn lazy to blog coz I dun think human beings cares about my blog anyway

*~~~*

I went to Kedah (a state of Malaysia) and stayed at baby Mr.D's place for 3 days n 2 nights

I really miss those amazing days n nights with him and I seriously dun wan to end at all

how I wish I can rewind that moment again, again and again

baba thinks is a good idea to go to Kedah with him bcoz I will get to know his family background and experience his living ....

and ofcoz part of him dun quite like the idea of it coz he said it means to sort of bring up the relationship in a much higher level ....

teeny weeny bits of moments with him already carved into my brain

I just dunno why I didnt bring my BIG black boyfren with me .....

why I didnt capture it down how damn stupid of me .... I know I've carved it into my brain but I also want a physical pictures of it ....

I know long distance relationship is a great possibility that can be end easily ...

but to be honest, after I came back here and meeting him ... I found out that, I like him more ....... I love him more ......

I seriously dun wan to meet another guy n slowly gather the moments AGAIN and slooooowwwwwly have the guts and trust to love AGAIN ....

*note : baby I like ur latest hairstyle even my family and MAID thinks you look waaaayyyy better ~ pls dun change it ...*

*~~~~*

I've met my darling Sharpay, my roommate/soul mate/bestie ~~~

we talked and laughed so hard

I miss such moments

telling her about the so-called "latest news" shits and stuff
and again

WHY I DIDNT TAKE PICTURES WITH HER ????
I AM SO DAMN CIBAI DUMB !

trust I seriously do enjoy chit chatting with her

coz I understand her and she understands me ..... great minds think alike

Mr.D did mentioned that he did had a crush on her before during NS

trust* if Sharpay & him wants to be together, I'll be the cheerleader and will be happy for them

coz Sharpay is a smart/sweet/nice/gentle kind of person

if other bitches likes Mr.D, I'll curse them ... but if Sharpay ~ NAH ~~~~~

*~~~~*

so I've jibber jabber piles of shit* now there's some pictures involve

my latest purchases ^^

"OMG what the hell is she thinking"

that's what you lot gonna say

I know it looks like a grandpa shirt

but for me is kindna artistic summery looking with the vivid vibrant colours

trust if you accessorize urself with some nice accessories it will look good

golden and turquoise big chunky necklace

the reason that I bought this necklace is to match the shirt

pair it with a brown belt to contour the body figure

a necklace is to give it out more style

or to sooth down the vibrant colours

the trick is to wear a white singlet, unbutton the top few buttons

a black maxi dress with gold braids

a black lace chain belt

(^.^)V

was planning to wear this dress to Kedah but my mum forbade me to

long black dresses with some graphic-ish printing

bare back top dress

I bought this at Mirror in Queensbay Mall

Mirror is a Hong Kong high street brand

I seriously love this brand cos it really suits my style

their clothes are usually black/studs/denim/skulls

the price is not that expensive at all =)

close up:

skulls and chunky black beads

black skeleton print maxi dress paired with white net top

this is also from Mirror

this is my MAD LOVE latest purchase

the picture is really crap

but trust I AM SO DARN HAPPY THAT I BOUGHT THIS !

used to be RM59 then they got somewhat bloody discount and all I have to pay is RM30-something

close up

*also from mirror

a quite complicated pattern shirt

baba thinks this shirt is nice

and he said it sort of reminds him of Uniqlo

what I love about this shirt is the assorted buttons and the crazy combination with different fabrics

lols mummy call this the bubble t-shirt coz of the fabric

she said when I wear it, I will look like a bubble

I'm going to pair it with a black lace puffy skirt

close up*

military grey top

wanted to buy this top everytime I visit the shop

but it cost RM29 .... a lil bit pricey but bought it in the end anyway

roman warrior top

would love to wear it as a dress

but is too short

and I have carrot legs so FAIL*

I call this ninja top lolx

actually the sides with the buttons is suppose to be at the bottom when wearing it the pile-like fabric is the hood

fedora hat with bronze studs

found it at a cart stall, when I ask how much is it, the lady said is RM20

my soul was shouting of excitement

coz THIS WONT COST RM20 SO CHEAP ~

well fedora STRAW hat yea it will, but with the thick black fabric with studs will deffo cost more ....

I know this is actually for prayers n stuff

but really surprisingly this can be part of the fashion

my first double finger ring

really mad love this, everytime when I go out I will deffo wear it

black envelope pouch

I added the blinged skeleton by myself, it actually came from one of my necklace ...

I actually ruined the pouch coz I applied super glue on the skeleton then when I'm going to place it I accidentally drop on the pouch ... I was like SHHHIIIIITTTT !!!!!!!!!!!

super glue all over it ... I was heart broken .... when it dries there's some white bits on it so what I did was I painted the white bits with acrylic then I use the black wax polish which I brought home from NS after that I polish it with a cloth and a normal shoe polish .... thank god it looks good and the dried super glue stain is not very noticeable ...

so that's all for now human beings ~~

is 1.22 a.m here in Malaysia, gonna curl in bed with my novel

good night ~!!

*END*

A very boring post

2011-08-05T11:28:00.001+01:00

Went to the capital city of Malaysia

coz me dad needs to attend a conference

and can say that is bcoz of me ~

I wanna meet my Mr.D ... ba & ma forbidden me to travel alone to KL to meet him

coz they think is dangerous

sometimes I feel that they read too much newspapers

I really dislike to read the newspaper bcoz is truly depressing

and sometimes I will feel that some people appear in the grey pages are stupid, HAHA !

so we went to KL by AirAsia

took the Malaysia airline aeroplane pic when I was in the plane

the airport looks a bit shit just for now ~

wait u guys see after 3-4 years of renovation, it will be uh-mazing than Heathrow

trust me it will ~~

me & idiot sis

after an hour of flight

we finally arrived KL smoothly

and it was raining, which is good bcoz KL is damn hot and humid than Penang

seriously need more trees and greens

so the hotel that we lived in was

yep yep Hilton hotel

after checking in the whole family went to Megamall for lunch

as u can see how happy idiot sis was ~

the hotel is just opposite central station which is convenient for Mr.D to meet me =D !!!

I was so happy that I finally can meet him in person

as I really miss holding his hand very much

so we had dinner together and walk around the mall, usually what the couples do

then the next day we went to Sungei Wang

which is a mall that will usually sells japanese fashion clothing

watched movie together and went to his place =)

trust I had an amazing weekend =D

I think no one bothers a very detailed scheduele and activities that I had done

so just gonna show what I've bought during the trip

RM25 shops = all the items in the shop cost RM25 (5 pounds) only

cream sleeveless shirt with detailed collar

I decided to buy some clothes which is suitable for my voluntary work

close up of the collar

1 set of clothes with golden buttons (shirt&shorts)

close up of the shorts n yes is polka dots ^^

blue lace dress

that is all for the RM25 items

I really love polka dots and stripes

I dunno how much per item but I remember the total is around RM50+

my best purchase ever ever ever is :

a chanel bag + necklace

I know I've said before that I'm not that kind of person that goes for branded stuff

but I like chanel and I would really love to own myself at least one chanel bag

my idol audrey hepburn and a goose ring ? I dunno HAHA !!!

why I will buy a goose ring de ....

a gift from Mr.D ~ I heart you

so that's all I bought ^.^

the rest is the latest purchase ~

2 dresses

close up of the dress

pants to match with my white lace tops and shirts

really love the lace detailed pocket

baggy stripes top

bronze ribbon belt to match with my baggy outfits

a crown like diamante ear ring

the knot of the ear ring is also diamante, mad loves

another one which is a crown

a snake skin skull bag

that's all for now ~

*END*

Besties Hang Out

2011-07-18T16:55:00.000+01:00

well I really enjoy Japanese Gyaru fashion

but not those cutesie style ones ofcoz

and I wanna blend in abit

so I decided to dye my hair

and I really got bored with dark straight hair so I decided to get a lighter shade instead

and I really am quite lazy to go to the hair saloon again

coz I've spent freaking over 3 hours there by just straightening my hair

I do read Dawn Yang's/Plasticzilla blog

n she introduced Liese hair products

is a Japanese Brand

as u know Japanese Beauty products are really Ichiban

so I decided to give it a try

I went to watsons and bought Liese's hair dye

and it cost me RM32.80

and trust I've chose the lightest shade

I know it wont come out the light shade as I want bcoz of my dark hair

I've chose milk tea brown

here I am camwhoring and gonna get ready =)

the procedure really is very easy

I really love products with very clear instructions

I darn love bubbly foam hair dye bcoz is less messy,easy to apply and final result of the hair colour is radiant, wont stain ur skin or bathroom ...

I know it dosent show a huge difference

but it does in real life

trust I will dye a much lighter shade before I head back to london

Latest Purchase :

every girl really deserves a lil black dress

bought this at Gurney plaza

I really love the fabric

I dunno what's the fabric called but the fabric is like the short fur fur kind =)

Jack Jack pouch =D

I really mad love this

this pouch is not small is like 16 cm width

when I saw the tag is only RM19.90 and the sales girl said there's a 30% discount

*squeak with happiness*

omg ~ Jack Jack is so handsome ~

Met up with Huey on Friday ~

actually our plan was on Saturday but I said hang out on Friday is more fun

coz on Friday when she finish her great exhaustion of working hours, she will have great fun with me and there will be no worries in her bcoz the next day is saturday/sunday ~

so yea

she finished her work at 7.30p.m

n she came to my place n fetched me at nearly 9 ~

me without make up ~

I didnt apply make up because Huey Huey is a down to earth kind of girl

and she didnt really apply make up

she goes for the natural look ~

so I am too blending in ~ I just apply foundation to cover my dull complexion

Missha BB cream

M.A.C 5 in 1 powder cake

there's 4 powder foundation with diff colour tones

and

blusher ^^

very simple outfit of the day

grey jumper

ripped denim shorts

gift from Mr.D

leather bracelets

so my bestie Huey Huey.driver of the night

well if I can drive I dun mind to be the driver ofcoz

I cant drive maaaaa ~

drive in penang will die de

darn camwhoring in the car

while Huey Huey is talking to her bf

We went to Island Plaza

because

there's no people

and is freaking quiet

I prefer quiet place

and I know they wont close until 12 ~

we went to have Coffee Bean

Caramel Ice-Blended

tiramisu

chocolate fudge

OMG !!!!!

HAHA ~

I know my face is not perfectly fitted in the picture

but for me this picture is perfect

me and Huey chit chat for hours n hours

trust is soooooo much fun !

Huey Huey being oh so happy

enjoying her treat

bcoz I belanja her ^^

HAHA ~ well coz she drove me here n there ler so I am the one who must give her a treat ~

me too being oh so happy

bcoz I'm having caramel ~ bless caramel ~

Island Plaza is under rennovation

so is hard for us to find the toilet

trust we were really struggling to find our heavenly place to pee

then I know there's a cinema at the top floor

so we went to the Cinema's toilet instead

we camwhore in the toilet ~

I know that my face is not perfectly fitted in the picture la

I dunno how to grab the perfect angle okay ~

here FINALLY perfect angle ~

after that

Huey Huey drove me around to spend more time chit chatting in the car

although is not a very active hang out

but for me is fun by just sitting down n chit chat with my bestie ^^

Huey Huey lets do it again !

ou yea I'm gonna attend her mum's burfday ~

me being sleepy

by just wearing my night shorts

yes I was naaaaaked* lolx !

and Snowy was arranging my jumper for herself to sleep on

and that was my lil idiot sis's closet

aint mine ~

I know right

her clothes totally piled up like a montain

*END*

Hello human beings ^^

2011-07-12T18:27:00.001+01:00

I swear I'm getting fatter and fatter lor

amazing food is around me every single day

unlike when I was in London

lazy to cook so I just nom cookies/biscuits basically just snacks almost everyday

I wanna die die die deeee

I havent start a single drawing for my portfolio

I dun have inspiration, I've forced myself to do it but end up very shit

cant blame me, I'm not a pro, haizzzzzz*

I will try to paint tmr ~ I really cant be like that

like a lazy hairy caterpillar,being cosy in the pot full of leaves

outfit of the day

very simple

a baggy t-shirt

no trousers/leggings, nothing except my panty

bcoz veli hot leh ~!!!!!

my face is very oily until I can use it to cook vegetables

haha

no la ~ juz kidding*

but I'm very hot lor

I went to Times Square

I think is a huge shame bcoz, this is a very nice building and atmosphere but there's not many shops and people, is like a dead building ... I really do hope they will open more shops or boutique

I think they should demolish prangin mall so the sellers will open their shops there

the place is brand new and posh, I dun think they will make it look tacky

the pirated dvd place should make it look like HMV

that will be mad awesome

so I went to Times Square for lunch

then me and my mum just walk around

then I walk pass this boutique that they are selling a bag for RM29.90

and I wanted that kind of style for ages

I was mad happy =D

ou yea babeh ~ me deffo gonna use this bag for my KL&Singapore trip ~

a few days ago I went to Prangin Mall again with me mum

and I really bought loads of stuff

coz punk/goth/studs and my style of clothing are there

big chunky necklaces, I was fidgeting with joy

u guys must be thinking "cheh~ is just pearls and charms ... big deal ~"

nononono

there's more ...

there's :

I AM SO HAPPPY !!!!!!!!

I'm not the gal that goes for branded stuff

I'm the gal that goes for edgy style

sequined skull top

actually I didnt bought it, is my mum who bought it ages ago ~

but still I want to show that I have loads of skulls stuff lor ~ XD

3 shorts

my mum bought these polka dots and the high waist black denim shorts a week before I'm home

we were having video call and I ask her to buy me some high waist shorts so she did ^^

she bought it at prangin mall ~

the floral one I bought it on that day

it reminds me of Cath Kidston ^^

black lace maxi dress

I was dying to have a black maxi dress

I love black

I love long black dress

I was inspired by Lie Chan (a Japanese Gyaru.Model)

when I was at the same shop, the one I got my floral shorts

I did saw a cotton black maxi dress,it cost RM79.90

I was like wtf

I aint gonna pay RM80 for that

I can spend on something better

I went to this shop, I didn't notice the name

and yes I DID FOUND SOMETHING BETTER ~

the black lace maxi dress*

is freaking lace and is a good lace and it bloody cost me RM39

which was so better

BIG SMILES ~

from the same shop

army denim jacket

sleeveless denim shirt

and the best part is

ta-dah

at the back of the shirt ~

boots with studs

sometimes I regret buying this coz I have the knee length boots which is almost the same as this one

but I think this is more stylish, will depend on what kind of clothing I'm wearing

bought some falsies bottom lashes

I always will cut my lashes into half bcoz it does look more natural

and easy to apply

and I bought 5 pairs of Big Eyed Contact Lens

I bought this today ^^

at Queensbay

black sandals and braided leather bracelet =D

the sandals used to be RM80

discount until RM25, while the bracelet cost RM20

I really need sandals coz when I was in London during summer

I seriously dun have sandals, I was wearing black singlet/denim jeggings/boots

when I took off my boots

my knee caps and socks were wet

I know EEW ~

My baby Mr.D came to see me on Friday

6 hours of bumpy bus ride

it actually will take only 4 hours to get here, but he met a stupid bus driver

my dad went to the bus station to fetch him at 2.30-ish nearly 3 a.m ~

actually at first, I asked my bestie Huey for help but my dad said better not to

coz is dangerous for a girl to drive in the middle of the night

so he insist on fetching him

trust I was sooooo darn under pressure for hourssssssss ~

bcoz when my dad is lack of sleep or u wake him in the middle of his sleep

he will be in a terrible terrible mood

so baby stayed at my place, I was really happy =D

and finally he gave me the necklace

a very happy me

camwhoring with the necklace ^^

I love you Mr.D

Huggiesss&Kisses*

can't wait to see you maybe on the 29th of June ^^

*END*

Malaysia

2011-07-03T14:46:00.000+01:00

I'm hooooooome ~~

will be in Penang until the 20th of September

I flew alone this year and NO I DIDN'T GET ON THE WRONG PLANE

my sisters been worried about that

I'm not stupid okay ~ first I went to the airport by taxi and I was there extremely early

3 hours before my flight

I've already checked in via online so all I have to do is to inform them and hand in my gigantic luggage

then I sat down and have krispy kreme's orignal donut and mango chill blended

read a few pages of a novel and went in at 4.15 ~

I have to wait an hour bcoz the screen haven't show which gate do I have to go

so all I did was went to boots buy a new press powder at boots bcoz I've left it in the cab

and walk around at the shops

so yea 13 hours of ridiculous long flight

my knee cap hurts ~

during my flight I've watched Sucker Punch,KungFu Panda1,American Next Top Model

Slept for like only 1 1/2 hours

Stretched

Spray facial mist every hour coz lack of ventilation in the flight will cause my skin extremely greasy I seriously dunno how the stewardess manage to keep their make up so nice and fresh for the whole ridiculous 13 hours flight !

so reached singapore and facebook for a while coz there's free internet service !

I love the airport in singapore man ~ extremely clean and very well organise

when I reached Penang I was like "wtf"

coz it was a huge mess and they are renovating the airport

but nvm ~ at least I've reached Penang safely

when I reached home Snowy saw me and ran to the car porch and greet me !!!

can't believe she still recognise me !!!! =D

Awwwwwww my Snowy BUBU <3

my parents had changed some of a few furnitures and the home had changed to a new atmosphere

can't believe a few furnitures can change the "home sweet home" environment

even the room had changed abit as well

they've bought a new shelf for the room

and

idiot sis arranged her stuff and everything

there was doll house at that corner but she use it to keep her accessories ^^

so now I'm facing jet lag and very tired complexion

yesterday I went to Gurney to have lunch

went to Manila Place and I've had bbq lamb chop with potato wedges

and yes I DID SOME SHOPPING AS WELL !!!

but bought a few things only ~ coz we went to gurney is to collect idiot sis's Samsung Galaxy Tab

Shopping Outfit on that day

black/studs/dr.martens

loads of ppl looked at me and my dr.martens

haizzzzz

they are not looking at me coz of admiration

they are looking at me coz they think I'M CRAZY FOR WEARING LIKE THAT !

that is why I cant be too expressive, my mum dun even let me wear my armour ring ... coz my mum said ppl here dun accept that style of acessory they will think I'm a bad reputation or something ...

wtf

Anyways

back to :

I've bought 3 poncho t-shirts

black netting

black and white stripes

floral

daily products

strawberry black head removal kit

maybeline brush eyeliner

bioessence face lifting cream

introduced by one of my favourite blogger XiaXue

she did made a video of it

at first I was thinking omg does it really works ??

although she did proved the results of it in the video

but I really wanna try out myself and ofcoz I want a slimmer face, when I go for national service I did lose a lot of weight but no matter what I will still have a majorly big round face , I did plan to go for plastic surgery after uni or something

but I dun need to if I have this cream ~ so went to Watsons and bought this face lifting cream

it cost RM80++

*gosh*

it better be good ~ but then surprisingly it works !! ofcoz is not permanent unless I have to apply everyday ~

but hey I can have slim face for hours ... why not

after applied I am amazed that my face had turned more slimmer

I'm wearing my new black and white stripes poncho t-shirt ^^

omg omg omg

first time ever that I got the sunlight effect =D !!!

and my floral top

I dunno why I look extremely happy so I like this pic very much

anyways I have to help my idiot sis to finish her homework

haiiizzzzz*

have to help her to draw the electric circuits and stuff

*END*

MAJOR BIG =)miles*

2011-06-23T01:29:00.000+01:00

I've done my maths test =D !!

I'm really happy ~hope I'll pass, although it was quite smooth sailing

there's 40 questions and the test was 1hour15mins

if I didn't practice I definitely can't finish it

but ofcoz I've practiced a lot

and there's 5 mins for me to tick my ans in my answer sheet

well to be honest I'm not being racist or something

but arabians are really noisy*cheater*bossy* basically really negative attitude

I'm not being judgemental but most of them are really like that

trust I'm surrounded by them

not in my class though but my college surroundings

my test suppose to start at 9a.m

but bcoz of them my test was postponed to 9.40-isha.m

they are late ~ fcuk them ... that's their business ... why I have to start late as well

the table was kindna small and trust it was really very easy to aim the answers from the ppl who sat beside

the woman who sat beside me obviously she can't finish the test, then she bloody COPIED MY ANS !

I WAS LIKE WTF*

then I quickly slip my ans sheet into my quesion paper

yea I'm not a pro in maths

but bloooooody hell ~ she was late for the test and yet copied my ans ....

and we started at 9.40-ish a.m so basically it ends at 10.55a.m

exactly 1hour15mins

then all of them bloody whining saying that "that's not fair ~ we start late so we didn't finish the test..."

my arse*

then the guy the examiner he came in later before the other examiner

but his been given orders that the test ends at 10.55a.m

then he asked the class "did we start at 9.40a.m ???"

then they said noooooo blablablabla

but I was eyeing him "and nod*"

and apparently he listens to me and ignore those whiny crazy humans

HA!

On tuesday I went to Marks & Spencers to buy some shirts and socks for my baba

I found out guys clothing are quite complicated than us gals

coz they have ou the shirt size but the collar is 15 1/2 blablablabla

and the socks .... 8-9 1/2 shits n stuff

I know how to buy the shirts but the socks I was merely stuck

bcoz there's looooooads of sizes and I dun wanna buy the wrong size so I asked for help

cant believe I've spent £12 on my dad's socks, I would rather to use that money to buy him underwear ....

meh* that's my mum's job ~

after that ofcoz I went shopping ^^

but before I'm going to show what I've bought

I've done some new art work ^^

last time me/baba/Big but tiny sis/big head walked around at soho

then I saw this vintage place that sells old records and posters

I've been planning to modify old actresses posters for months,I've been looking up on ebay but it really is very pricey and I finally found the shop that sells my needs ~

a poster cost me £5.99 and I've bought 3 of them ~

The first one is

Sylvia Sidney

ofcoz this is not the poster that I've used

but yea I've bought a different poster of her

ofcoz I dunno who the heck is she but I believe she is some famous hollywood star

I really love her features and I think she is beautiful

I think the old hollywood actors and actresses are seriously very high professionals

they are very handsome/pretty

back then they dun have botox or plastic surgery

they sing,dance and perform at the same time, right on the spot

also there's no such thing as edit*/auto tune

unlike the hollywood stars nowadays all fake and songs repeat "I love you" in different tune for billion times throughout the whole song ~ meaningless

so that's why until now I still enjoy watching really old movies

and this is what I've done =D

I am not a pro

I cant draw well like my baby MR.D does or like really very fine art base

but I am a creative person ~ * I can see my tail now* lolx !

SO !

I've bought some accessories ~

I can't wait to wear it when I go back to Penang

I really love the blue/green sea colour

I love the beach and the sea

and I love buh-looooo (blue) very much !

and

angel's wing ring

I thought I lost it just now and I was going to cry

but I found it at the toilet

Chunky and layering

that's how my style is

Pair it with

white singlet top and blazer

this and the golden chunky chains ^^

I seriously dunno what to wear for my flight next Wednesday

I really want something very comfortable something which is almost as comfy as I'm naked or my pyjamas but with style

then I've found it and I buy the top which is a size16

I'm a size 8-10

tiger print top

is actually a top but when I wear it is almost like a singlet dress

but very comfy leh ~ I've chose size 16 coz I want it to be baggy and I can wear an extra singlet in there but apparently I dun have to coz is not that baggy at all ~

plus is quite nice, I'm planning to wear my white Dr.Martens back to Penang again

coz I think that's my most practical shoes ~ I'm planning to take my studded ankle boots coz I merely got the chance to wear it here and I have to bring my brogue as well coz I might get some work experience in Hong Kong ...

and I've bought black jeggings as well

coz my old one is getting bleah

plus the quality is really good

planning to wear some very simple and comfy accessories for my flight

might wear my owl pendant and golden simple band ring or might just wear my watch

well I've bought some stuff for my idiot sis as well ~

anyway before blogging about it

I've done another "modification old actress's poster" art work

my camwhore of the moment ^^

Another poster that I've bought is

Clara Bow

and yes this is the exact one I've used

and again I dunno her ~

ta-dah ~

this is the much closer view =)

what do you guys think ??

Idiot sis's style is completely different than mine

her style is the opposite of mine

bought floral denim shorts

floral bow belt

floral hairband

novels

pinky bag

and

2 different types of bangles

seriously she is lucky to have me as her sister

bcoz I know what she wants

her likes and dislikes

*END*

FINAL major project (-.-)ZzzZZzzzz

2011-06-16T22:42:00.000+01:00

Baba came to London for a conference and we had really nice dinner

Sometimes is nice to have parents around

bcoz

living

food

money

entertainment

will be definitely better ~

Baba came to our flat and he said

"my daughters life is so hard "

is the flat that I'm currently living in really that bad ???

I think is good

as for a student is more than good

I love the flat which I'm living in ....

well next year I have to move ~*sad case*

I'm gonna have my own studio flat ^^

quite happy

have my own space ~ even when I die in there people wont know ~

such personal shiokness ~

Baba gave me extra money ~ HUHUHUHUHU ~

so see ~ isn't it great that there's parents around or what !

I have money to pay for the London Dungeon =D !!

anyway my final major project is finally over ~ !!!

MUAHAHAHHAHHAH !!!!!

handed in today ~ and my math test is postpone to the 22nd ~FML

here's the pics of my final outcome

front

back

helmet

my course mate

she is pretty and slim so that's why i asked her to be my model ~

some of the stitches of my helmet is gone bcoz the sewing machine at college is not really good ~

So far I think this project is successful and I'm really happy for it ~

Design sheets of my project ~

Inspired by David Bowie

the day before I hand in my work

I've added some colour at the background ~

Geiger's alien

I used mod rock for my version

designs for possible outcome

*~~~*

I always FAIL on putting fake eyelashes

is not the eyelash glue fault

is just I seriously dunno how to apply it

it is sooooooooo darn hard

then I've found an easy way

I cut the eyelash into half XD, that way it does look more natural, well when I close my eyes it does look freaking weird, but crazy I'm not gonna close my eyes while walking along the streets, mad siao ~

I use another side of the eyelash as my bottom lashes ~

yes I admit it is mad crazy and dramatic

but I really am fond of Japanese fashion

oh my god nonononono I am not trying to be japanese until I'm gonna give myself japanese nickname like suhsi/yuki/yusagi/toyota whatever ~

or saw mad cute things and go "KAWAIIIIIII ~"

nonononono

I just really love the fashion

I love layering things

I love to layer myself with accessories

I LOVE THE SPIRIT OF JAPANESE FASHION

why ?

coz they are crazy fashion aliens

they have thick skin (they dun care what ppl thinks)

mad chioly gorgeous and yengness

they just care about their personal shiokness basically

My favourite Japanese fashionista will be :

Lie Chan

she has a blog

http://ameblo.jp/kei-0227/

although I dunno how to read freaking japanese but I totally do enjoy viewing it and look at the pics

she is a model and a singer

How I will know Lie ...

well I am quite lazy to explain but lets cut to the chase

I read XiaXue's blog, one of her blogpost is about lie and maiko went to singapore to interview her bcoz she's one of the gyaru in asia ~

and I watched Kawaii TV via youtube

and apparently is already been deleted recently bcoz of NHK copyrights

but I really really do adore her bcoz she is mad pretty and hot

I really love to dress in black clothing ever since when I was 13

to be honest I do have a fashion disaster back then

when I think back I was like "gosh I can't believe I actually dare to dress like that !"

at 15 I began to dress like a punk/goth ~

ofcoz ppl looked at me and thought I was mad crazy

loads of back stabbing until I feel very low self esteem ...

but to be honest .... Malaysia is not a fashion daring country ~

some of them just thought wear a nice t-shirt and denim shorts is being fashionable

like last time when I met my frens I was wearing floral pants and ankle boots :

*I dunno how to mozaic = (dunno how to freaking spell) the pic

excuse me ~ I'm not pro in photoshop*

when I arrived the restaurant the first reaction from one my fren was "wah, are u wearing ur mum's pants ?"

and she was laughing at me and saying that I'm wearing an old grandma's pants ...

yea she was joking but to be honest deep down I was hurt .... I was hurt until I feel like throwing a tantrum right on the spot

I am not a Japanese wannabe, I just love the style and taste of it ~

*END*

*♥*~So little time~*♥*So much to do ~*♥*

Cambridge ~

I'm 21 now ... eeek

First post of 2012

Fantasise ~

*BIG =) times

Inspired ~

Trip to Roma

Clueless

I miss my lucky ring

my heart is as cold as the London weather

Being single

I heart you

my bestie huey ~

I'm back ~~

I'm baaaaaaack ~

A very boring post

Besties Hang Out

Hello human beings ^^

Malaysia

MAJOR BIG =)miles*

FINAL major project (-.-)ZzzZZzzzz

♥~So little time~♥So much to do ~♥